the intern...

its very weird... when i was in Aus n i thought i was gonna get the Sony job, i was kinda excited tht i was gonna do my internship during the hols... but then when i came back, i start'd to feel, aww man, i gotta go to work... then when i found out tht i wasnt gonna get the job, i was kinda disappoint'd cos i don have a job... but the nxt day, i suddenly felt kinda happy again cos i have more time to chill n have fun, like how hols should be spent imo...

then recently i start'd to panic a little cos i didnt have any internship to do n i need to do it to graduate... so yea, a little scared until last Thursday, Alliance Bank call'd me in for an interview... i was jumping up n down in my room la, i super happy cos i was shortlist'd... then after the interview, the lady said tht i'm most likely gonna get the job (i still don noe whether i got the job anot... will noe in a few hours time), i was xtra happy la... but then i was just thinking, if i get the job, i would have to start on Wed... its Monday alredy, tht means i only have another 2 days b4 i need to start waking up early n i don have the luxury to chill except on weekends... i suddenly damn emo again...

wat i'm trying to say is tht i'm very fickle... one second i'm all gungho about working, the nxt i emo like crap cos i have to work... or mayb its the same for every1 too... i don noe... mayb i was only happy tht i got accept'd or consider'd... which explains y i'm happy when i get the call but feel sad after it sinks in... haihhh, i really hope i get the job nonetheless, cos its important to me but i oso hope tht my possibly future colleagues r fun n nice to work with... apparently its all girls n 1 dispatch boy... hmmm, i wonder any of them r my age... but yea, more importantly is the fun while at work... i mean, i'm gonna see these ppl for the nxt 8 weeks n i have to wake up at 7 every morning n see them... so they better be nice... - -

haih, once start work, cannot go out at nite so often anymore lor... have to start coming home early n sleep early n wake up early... emo... somore office is in KL... - -' die alredy this time... i don care man, i'm gonna be a spoilt brad n use toll everyday... wow, thts painful... if i use NPE, thts RM6.40 a day... thts a meal n drink alredy...

anyways, see, on one hand i wan the job so then i don have to look anymore n i don have to worry bout my internship... but on the other, i hope i don get the job so then i have more time to chill while i look for another... i don noe wat i want... but sensibly speaking, i hope i get this job at Alliance Bank... settle my internship once n for all... i think wat i dread most is the traveling n waking up n sleeping early... thts the 2 i dislike most...